there's always something that we won’t ever forget
I'm trying to remember the little I have left
I hear the planes soaring above me
but I know they're not you
the wind is cold and stronger than me
but I will stand my ground too
I won’t die like this
am I more than just alive?
I need the reassurance that we will survive
you're the reason the sky cries
you were the sun that gave me life
I’m sorry for the things I did to you before I died
you said you’d always love me but here we are now
I don’t blame you
I hate myself too and I'm trying to get out
the things I once loved feel heavy
and I can’t bare the weight
a convalescent in this menagerie
the circus won’t take
and I won’t die like this
and even if I died tonight
if I saw your face, your eyes would rip through my insides
you are the reason the sun will rise
you were the light that gave me life
I'm sorry for the things I did to you before I died
credits
from Twenty,
released May 26, 2017
There's a lot of special people in my life that led to this album. Thank you to my loving and supportive friends and family, to Terry Hurst Jr, Aiden Holmes, Joey Snedecker, Jake Checkoway, Robert Dodd, Hannah Gaul, Jerry Connor, James Jaskolka, Shawna Smith, Ashley Gellman, Doug Griffiths, Dashboard Mary, and anyone else who has supported me throughout my twenty years of existence. I love you all and I am thankful forever.
The lead singer of punk band Camp Cope ventures into romantic synth-pop territory, tempering slick arrangements with bare sentiment.
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Turbulent indie rock from Levi Fuller & the Library that has the snarl of hardcore and the knotty meter of math rock. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 13, 2018